i think that teenagers being aware of social issues like trans* people and slut shaming and rape culture and misogyny and racism because of a dumb blogging website called tumblr shows that if the medias and politicians explained and showed those things, people would actually start to understand them and stop being close minded assholes
For whatever reason, I find it harder and harder to control my temper, my emotions, my thoughts, my words. It’s like my filter died a year and a half ago and now it still tries to work but fails constantly.
I don’t even know. All I know is I’m tired of getting myself into problems that are my fault and then crying all the time. (Been doing that a lot lately too, but in more of a cleansing, releasing emotions kind of way. Not a heart broken kind of way) I’m in need of therapy. I don’t want to tell that to my boyfriend, he’d deny it for me. But sometimes… I really miss my counselor. She always knew what to say, she had me on a schedule, and on a constant as possible journaling session to get feelings out. I really need that again. Maybe I’ll get some in college. God knows I need it sometimes.
Come home with me, we’ll live forever tonight. Like when you’re falling in a dark room and you’ve got no idea where the bottom is and all that lets you know it’s going to end is the baby whispers from the wind tickling up your waist and chest and into your ears. Consume the night with me and let’s forget time exists until the sun rises and scalds our eyes and our bare skin.